April 13, 2013

Yesterday did not go how we were hoping it would go at all. The judge won't lift the TPO between Chris and Genevieve. It breaks my heart that our daughter cannot see her Daddy for over a month and a half. I'm just so worried about everything. The kids will be starting counseling this week and next week. I just hope and pray everything goes alright and that they can help our daughter and son with any issues that they are having. This has to be the toughest thing I've ever been through. It sure sucks and it also has been hard on me not having a car to drive. Dad's going to help me get my drivers license back. So hopefully things will start working out for the better. I can only do what God has for me and nothing more, nothing less.

April 11, 2013

Well tomorrow is my husbands court date and I'm so very scared about what can happen to him. I just pray that God helps him and our family through this very tough time were having right now. I'm very worried about Genevieve, she's afraid to have anyone touch her, pat her back or just reach out to her in general. I wish I could turn back time and I'd have taken what happened for her so that I don't have to see how broken my daughter has become. I started counseling on Tuesday and we have a lot to work through a whole lot. I'm scared of what the future holds for us but I know God is watching over us and will help us through everything and anything that is and can happen.